Today

Well today is the ninth
one day away from the 10th
i am pretty much freaking out
for what reason i don't know
well
i purdy much like him... again....
its like heroin that we learned about it health
you can try to get over it but its like you have an addiction forever
it keeps coming back
unfortunaly
i need help
i want him but i don't
anyone know what i mean?
i really need/want a date to winterfest
i don't want to be alone for another boring dance
*sigh*
i don't know what to do....
help ? anyone....

*confused*
~Lonely~