Speech

Yay speech was really really fun
except that jordan wasn't there
but we had a lot of fun
I got a I on my Poetry piece
and surprisingly
I am going to state!!!!!!
im really excited
the end

Ok guys

So i haven't written for a really long time because i have been very busy

But I am pretty sure i figured why i have been all depressed and such

I just got a facebook as most of you know
and my friends from New hampton also have facebooks so i have been looking at theirs and stuff
and i saw them at a basketball game
and i realized that they are preps
I realized that if i wouldn't have moved i would be a prep
I would have been popular
I would have been out for sports and been good at them
I would wear name brands
and lots of makeup
I would not be single
i would always look like i spent all day trying to get ready
I used to think that i would never want to be like that im glad i moved, but then it set in
I kinda DO want to be like that
I want to look pretty
I don't want to be a loser that, people who aren't my friends, look down on
Just look at me like a good student who gets good grades
I want people to look up at me as someone they want to be like

But eventually, I realized that I am glad that I moved because i got to meet these amazing people i call Best Friends
And i am so happy when I am hanging out with you guys
You can all make me laugh so much

Hmmm

Backstab: To attack (someone) unfairly, especially in an underhand, deceitful manner

Fake: anything made to appear otherwise than it actually is

Blindside: to attack critically where a person is vulnerable, uninformed

Terrify: to fill with terror or alarm; make greatly afraid


Confused: to perplex or bewilder

Compare: to examine (two or more objects, people, etc.) to see similarities and differences

Immature: emotionally undeveloped; juvenile; childish.

Bitter: characterized by intense antagonism or hostility

Judgmental: involving the use or exercise of judgment

Distraction: that which distracts, divides the attention, or prevents concentration

Controls: to exercise restraint or direction over; dominate; command

Are these words familiar?

Truth

What is Truth?
Is it the actual telling of the trueness?
Or is it the lack of a lie?
I say that talking around the truth is as much a lie as a lie itself

If no one could lie
What would the world be?
Would they be happy?
Or angry?
What would we say?
Would we tell the whole truth, or would we go around it
like "Is this dress ugly?"
"It really matches your shoes"
The dress is really ugly, but that person will never know because no one her
they just avoided the question, and told a different truth

What would we do if we couldn't lie?
Would we be able to say half the things we say?
Would "I love you" still be able to be spoken from our lips?
Do we truthfully love the people we say that to?
Love is a strong word
It should be used with caution
and it shouldn't be used when it isn't meant
I believe that most of the time when you say "I love you"
you don't really mean it

I truly LOVE you,
Nicole

Yeah

So i haven't really written anything for a while cuz nothing has happened
if you hadn't noticed nothing interesting ever happens to me
so thats about it
Valentines day for boring
but going to Elizabeth's house was really fun
hanging out with Nate and Faithe and Alex and Tarryn (sp?) Matt and Brita and Elizabeth and Anders and Jerod
we had lots of fun
watching youtube videos wathin matt try to make a cake that actually tasted good
and playing guitar hero and just talking about nothing
it was fun
luvluv
Nicole

Winterfest

So winterfest was on friday
i actually had a lot of fun
i danced a lot more than i normally do at dances
some people were dancing with me and some people were dancing with other people
but then there were the people who didn't do anything at all
those were the people who made me mad
i don't wanna be mad at them, but they said one thing
and then did something else
its the liars that make me mad
i didn't even get to dance with my date very much
and she didn't get to dance with.......
its ok faithe we don't need guys to make us happy
well... not always
i mean it would help
but we are naturally happy people
and and and OMGOMGOMGOMG
i got a facebook again....
but i m soooo happy
yeah end of story

If you love somebody, let them go.
If they return, they were always yours.
If they don't, they never were

^this quote depresses me
it makes me think of my life
and how many people have come and gone
we were tight at some point,
but they are gone now
and who knows if they will ever come back

well today has been really boring
Snow Day!
of course
i didn't really do anything
no one was really online
so i had no one to talk to
and i don't have a phone
so no one to talk to or text or anything
i don't have a facebook so i couldn't leave anyone a message
wow isn't my life wonderful
our band concert was cancelled last night
now its rescheduled for tomorrow
then there is supposed to be a pep band on friday
like anyone is going to play in back right before a huge dance
not i
i take to long to get ready
im sure it will take me an hour
blah/excited
who knows what will happen
prolly nothing
like usual